Samanthas 私の夢は君に愛されることです。

⚜ My dream is to be loved by you. ⚜

My name is Samantha, a 20 year old college student.

This is my new blog dedicated to thoughts and events that I just felt like writing about. Maybe even writings, posting photos or artwork. For those who are interested, I'll be writing a blog for while I'm in Japan. Though these entries are more professional since my university is listing it under their international blog page. Just click Japan underneath the picture on the left for that blog, more personal posts will be posted here.

Abbey ⚜ BreeAnna ⚜ Christine ⚜ Resha ⚜ Robert

Dream ⚜ Japan

First off, seriously I feel like a slob around all these Japanese girls. Unless you're doing a sport, you dress up. Heels, skirts/dresses, make-up, cute accessories, everything. And fashion here is amazing; the color palette of the clothes are specifically chosen to match the season. Currently new clothes are coming in and right now they're selling maroon red, tans, creamy whites, ash grey, and light navy blue type of clothes. The type of clothes too are just not my style which makes it difficult for me to shop (other than clothes being super expensive).

I did not bring enough clothes and now it's super hard to find something for me to get. I might just go online shopping to get some clothes because it might be my only option.



Speaking of fashion, when I'm around these girls I feel like I know my type of fashion a little more. I've been thinking lately, "I feel like I'm an island girl." I wear the beads and braided bracelets, I enjoy the flowing clothes as well as flipflops and tank tops. But that could be classified as hippie too. I think I'm just yearning to go back to Jamaica since I know my cousin is getting married there next year.


Japanese is frustrating me. I wish I was learning more at a faster rate. My literacy Japanese class is spoken all in Japanese and I feel like five year old learning how to read for the first time. I don't know enough kanji to read and I had to read outloud in my last class. It was so embarrassing and frustrating that I kept stopping because I was frozen on the kanji I didn't know. I'm just going to have to work extra hard, but I'm also afraid of burning myself out. Though, I did have part of my dram last night in Japanese, it wasn't much but it was definitely Japanese.

It's only been a week... ⚜ The Japanese girls here are all so cute and I just... ⚜ One Last Meeting. ⚜ Hyo Ju-ah, ⚜ The word 'Gay.' ⚜ Making Friends. ⚜ The First Time ⚜ Nicole's left for Korea ⚜ Standards of Women ⚜ July 2011 ⚜ August 2011 ⚜ September 2011 ⚜ October 2011 ⚜ August 2012 ⚜ Coded by wickedicy banner from Reviviscent.