Samanthas 私の夢は君に愛されることです。

⚜ My dream is to be loved by you. ⚜

My name is Samantha, a 20 year old college student.

This is my new blog dedicated to thoughts and events that I just felt like writing about. Maybe even writings, posting photos or artwork. For those who are interested, I'll be writing a blog for while I'm in Japan. Though these entries are more professional since my university is listing it under their international blog page. Just click Japan underneath the picture on the left for that blog, more personal posts will be posted here.

Abbey ⚜ BreeAnna ⚜ Christine ⚜ Resha ⚜ Robert

Dream ⚜ Japan

How can I even put these feelings into words. I hate feeling so restricted... I want to meet people, I want to talk to people. I'm a libra, I'm a social person. I may be shy and not very forth coming with people I don't know but I'm still talking to people. Not being about to talk and meet people is so frustrating...

I just can't stop these tears...
I feel so anxious today ever since I woke up and I have no idea why I feel like this. There's absolutely nothing I should feel anxious about; all I am doing today is watching Julie's double dutch practice, do homework and possibly get my alien registration card.

I just don't understand... maybe something is trying to tell me that something's going to happen today.
I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless. I'm worthless.


I'm not that strong person I want to be, who I need to be. Not this weak, worthless person that I'm currently am.

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