Samanthas 私の夢は君に愛されることです。

⚜ My dream is to be loved by you. ⚜

My name is Samantha, a 20 year old college student.

This is my new blog dedicated to thoughts and events that I just felt like writing about. Maybe even writings, posting photos or artwork. For those who are interested, I'll be writing a blog for while I'm in Japan. Though these entries are more professional since my university is listing it under their international blog page. Just click Japan underneath the picture on the left for that blog, more personal posts will be posted here.

Abbey ⚜ BreeAnna ⚜ Christine ⚜ Resha ⚜ Robert

Dream ⚜ Japan

I've finally finished unpacking, the only thing left to do really is do laundry. Except the washer is broken.

*le sigh* I'll just have to deal with it tomorrow but at least I'll see Nicole for the first time for a good half a year.

I'm home from Japan. It's been a week since I've returned, and I've almost forgotten this specific feeling of loneliness. To know that there is no one around here to hang out with, no friends in this city.

It's been more than a month since the two girls I've become extremely close friends with had went home, and I've been contacting them almost everyday. But lately because they're together again so I haven't seen them online. I could always text them, but I probably won't get a message back until late. Not that I'm happy that they are back together and hanging out with each other because they are soul mates, but... it's lonely. I also feel like I would be annoying them with the constant texts.

The differences this time is that I have both Taran and Carwyn. Well, Taran has always been around but now I'm actually aware with it. But, it's also not quite the same.

It's been a long time since I've felt this, but I'll endure it like always.

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